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date: Thursday, January 28, 2010
YEA YEA! the "new" me..Yea yea, the whole world saw it already.. And this blog has been dead for a while due to a horribly huge load of work and hence less blogging time.. Zzzzz.. School has been sucky.. Not offence.. But yes.. That's how school is to me.. I mean apart from my wonderful friends that I'm currently with.. School is BORING and TIRING.. Plus the amount of workload we are given and the deadlines to meet is really nerve wrecking..
And yes, there were problems too.. And yes I changed due to that.. Maybe it just creates a new barrier for me.. There is already a line drawn which I will NEVER step into.. Unless there is important things to do wadsoeva only will I step across the line.. Other than that I'll keep my distant.. Seems like TP enhances my HATE LIST with a new bunch of names.. Oh well.. That's life right? And I don't have to like everyone.. Vice-versa..
Wonderful things do come to an end right? And I guess this is just the beginning.. I ain't gonna speak your name/status/role here.. But I guess you know your self.. If you're a freaking coward than go and continue what you are doing..I ain't letting down myself/ego just for you.. So what if I've known you for almost every second of my life.. It doesn't change the fact that I don't like you now.. I don't have a perfect attitude and I know I don't have a pleasant one too.. I'm trying to keep cool of my anger and frustrations.. But if you're trying to push your luck.. Repeat what you did.. I don't like people interfering.. You can go to your "them" for wadsoeva.. Don't expect me to be nice when you're not being nice too.. My life doesn't revolve around you.. And it never will.. Initially I wanted to patch things up.. But something just made me change my mind.. Those words said by someone to me made me realise I'm not the only egoistic one.. SO it's not a one-sided thing.. You're part wrong.. Hence I shouldn't make the first move..
And, it's funny how jobs can change a person.. Someone who once was your loveliest person becomes your worst.. Well, not worst exactly.. Heh.. U know I know.. Hehe.. But still, choosing a job over your partner.. no no no.. It's the biggest mistake you're doing.. Because even if you have a million bucks but lacks communication.. What's there left? Think about it..
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date: Saturday, January 09, 2010
I. Look. Retarded.
Open House 2010 was plain awesome! I've never been so hyped up before.. Thanks to my 2 darlings who was also high at all times! heee.. Our shift was suppose to end at 2pm but we signed out at 4pm since we got nothing to rush to.. Met lots and lots of people there.. Weird, friendly, nice, irritating, rude. This is the time you truly see the characteristics of people towards strangers who are trying to introduce to you their course.. Oh Well!
Met my longest ever known friend with her mom!! So happy to see her la.. Heee.. Love love love her alot.. Explained to her about the course.. Blablabla.. Heee.. Promoting course katekn.. Heh. Yea, den we went down to join in the chicky dance. HAhahahah! We were like the only 6 from HSS.. So cute la they all! Had fun.. Walked back to the booth.. Helped out.. Went off at 4 plus for the mass dance with the rest.. After mass dance hanged out at ITAS with Kar to chill first before heading home.. Walked to our usual bustop.. then bus-ed home.. Was super tired I tell!
And oh! Someone asked me to be his girl! -_____-"
If only the past didnt happen.. Oh well.. I'm with someone right now..
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date: Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Happy Birthday Mommy!!
I Love You!
Yepp! It's mommy's birthday today!! :) heee.. Didnt get anything for her though.. We only bought for her some food she havent tried before.. Heee..
GOODNIGHTS!
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date: Monday, January 04, 2010
My New Shoe!
Finally got myself a shoe which i like at a reasonable price!! Heeee.. Love love love it la! Thnx to Kar for helping me spot it.. Today was school as per usual only without the psycho tutorial.. Lunched in school with the usual clique.. Then off to bedok with Kar.. found nothing there though.. GAH!
Headed back to whitesands since still got alot of time left for us.. Walked around searching for me a shoe.. In the end we bought the same bottle! HAHAHA! Cute siaa.. Than went from floor to floor.. I Found my lovely shoe and also bought myself two tops while Kar bought herself an anklet! :P
This shows that Whitesands still has things to be shopped! hahaa! :)
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date: Sunday, January 03, 2010
Hmm.. Well, someone said he/she didnt want change.. Didnt like it.. Guess what.. I dont like it either.. People haave always been bragging about such a horrible life they had, such a hard time it's gonna be.. But hey! That's life rite?
To Ms Someone,
Babe, ur not the online one so sad.. I'm feeling worse.. But hey, we just got to adapt and get on with life.. It's never gonna be easy.. I'm not giving up on you.. I dont hate you.. I'm just gonna stay away for a while..
Know why suddenly im feeling so down? It's because I'm thinking of someone.. Things have really changed since last month.. It was easy in the beginning for me.. But now I guess it's not so easy.. *sigh.. I hope i'm strong enough.. I hope I don't break down.. I just want more time with you.. You're busy-ness is driving me insane.. You're lack of time makes me feel lonely.. But what can I do.. I have to try to understand.. I'm not ok right now and I don't know who to talk to.. Maybe that's why I'm blogging it out.. Haizz..
Hmm.. I think you can feel me.. That's why now you just sms-ed me.. Tell me one reason for me not to love you? Coz there isn't any..
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date: Saturday, January 02, 2010
02 Jan 2010
That was mainly how we spent the second day of the year.. I seriously think that this is the most fantastic start of the year.. New year itself we went cycling to Changi Beach which i never thought i'd made it till there.. But I did.. Heee..
And today was half spent at Wild Wild Wet where I drowned myself in foam till i could see literally nothing but foam! Heee.. And i was swimming with the life jacket.. It was so freaking fun that I used it most of the time.. Heee.. GAH! Sis irritated me in the pool.. HMPH! But it was dead fun.. Only that it was SCORCHING HOT!
After putting the wet clothes at home, met cousin and auntie at downtown east again coz they wanted to bowl.. Heee.. awesommeee! Long time since I met them siaa.. Miss miss miss them! Plus, cousin's voice is gonna break soon! hahahahahah! So cute la him.. He is sec3 and is sooo much taller than me.. He looks older than me siaaaa! GAH GAH GAH! He pulled me to accompany him to buy drink at coffee bean and made sure i drank at least half of it.. I didnt play the first two games coz i was too tired and i didnt know how to bowl.. But my two dearest cousins found a way to "force" me to play.. So i did.. Was so fun though I suck at it! hee.. Dinner was PH and now im freaking tired.. NIGHTS!
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date: Friday, January 01, 2010
It's just US!
TWO YEARS ANNIVERSARY BAYBEHH!! heh! YAYNESS! heee.. Am like so happy la.. Firstly I didnt expect my relationship with him to last this long.. But like he said, "I'm here not for a short time. I'm gonna be here for a long time." Heh! I just love him to the max la! There couldnt be anyone else for me to love besides him..
New Year was spent talking to hubby darling on the phone.. Heee.. KAr called me at 12+ which shocked me! HAHHAHA! So hyper la that girlfriend of mine.. grrr.. GAH! But yes, 2009 was a great year and I hope 2010 will be a better year not only for me and him but also to all our peers! I'm looking forward into knowing more people out there! :)
